fourcandles.

amaze lunch again today girls. - shame he wasn't in eeh. [n]. izzy compleets' embarrased herself.. everyone creased. ;)
jon says: you're chloe's sister right?
izzy says: yeaaa, *giggless*
jon says: realx girls - it's only jon. so what's your name then?
izzy says: POLAND. -crease-
alice says: NO IZZY! what's your NAME. [:
*izzy giggles.*

so yeaaa, - pretty damn fine lunch today. - i hope he's in tomorrow i don't get it.. i really like him - but i'll never get a chance with him. i mean.. he's allready got a gf + she's well stunnin. so how could i make matched up to that. after all - i am a fat skanky cow. it's funny -cos when they fancied someone, no one ever took the piss, but now it's silly little alice fancieing an 11er, oh no she's not worth his breath no more. i can't do anything right. meybe i shoudl just become some freakshow tatooed woman living in a flat on the 12th floor with twelve cats. how would that make them feel. i s'pose it'd give them something else to mock. ellen reckons she's gonna kick the bitch as shag him herself. but act' i'd be teh bitch she'd be kicking cos i'd allready be at his [:

somehow, our conversations developed onto turnips. at this point i managaed to dig myself into an even bigger hole than i'm allready in + manage to bury myself completely under the ground. i do not lick turnips. + i never will. maybe i shoudl try it? i don't know. i don't seem to knwo anthing these daays.

and now all teh power's complets' submerged us all in complete darkness. it's unual but also quite nice. relaxing in some way. dad's looking for candles now. probs' some kind of shite tea lightey ones. this whole situation reminds me of the two ronnies scetch book. my favourite one being the 'fourcandles' in the DIY shop.
Ronny #1: I'd like to but forkhandles please.
Ronny #2: OKK. *hands him four fork handles.
Ronny #2: NAAWW. not that. FOUR CANDLES.!!!

i love this. i have everything i've ever wanted.. well - appart from one thing. + we all know what that is. i have gowing candles surrounding me with warmth + i ahve nearly 2+1/2 hours left on my laptop battery. i also have my ipod with me so i'm all good. all i need now is someone to share the romance with. [L] shame i'm always so lonely on the best occaisions.

i actt' can't wait till saturdaay. gunna be amaze. - i'm going now.
loveyouuubaby; xooooo